first days

I realised that i have way too much time.
When you start to cut off all things you do which are not productive, you see how much 24 hours really are.
So i am thinking about how i am going to fill those empty spaces with productive things and i dont know how to do so yet.
There are some possibilities, one is to look for a second job, another is to invest all this time in programming the app i mentioned before, but there is a risk, because i dont know yet if this will pay out. I mean i wont stop to develop it, but i have to look that i reach this goal.
It will take some days to figure out what my next steps will be.

How will i reach my goal

So what does success mean? 
For me success means to reach your goals. 
To do everything possible to reach whatever you want to reach. 
hard work and discipline. 
Some days ago a good friend of mine said 
"most people start strong, but success means to end strong" 
its like a diet, people often start full of motivation to loose weight and go to the gym, eat healthy and then, some days, weeks or months after that, they stop. 
especially in a diet its the most important thing to go on, those places you hate the most at your body, will disappear the last. 

So hard work and discipline, is this what makes me succesful?
we will find out. 

like i said i am currently a student and i dont have much money. 
Do i have time? 
Thats a question i always answer with "no, i am working so much" 
(i currently am working on an app for fitnessrecipes)
But on the other hand, i am sitting here, writing a blog post about my life. 
So in fact, nobody has time, but everyone can take time. 
Just think about your everyday routines, what do you do everyday, what costs you so much time? 
Scrolling through your Facebook Instagramm & co Newsfeeds, watching netflix, youtube or other videos. 
couldnt i use this time for something smarter? 
reading a book? working? earning money? 
of course! 
but therefore i have to leave a specific place.
This sticky little place which keeps me in my room, at my desk, at my computer.
This sticky little place is called the comfort zone.
I have often heard about it, and i often said to myself "i AM leaving my comfort zone, look i am programming, i do something useful" 
Well sure, its good, but when i am honest, programming is in my comfort zone. 
I love it to write code, to create a new feature, to release it, to find bugs and to fix those bugs. 
So did i really left my comfort zone? 

I dont think so. 

My first steps to leave my comfort zone: 

1. Read for 20 minutes a day
2. Stop throwing my time away on youtube, netflix and co. 
3. Go to the gym without excuses
4. Ride bike for at least 45 minutes a day
5. dont talk out of anything, just do it

This is me

I had always the feeling that i am determined to something big. 

I dont know why, and yes that sounds arrogant, but it was always a feeling deep inside me.

but how can i make this feeling become a fact? 

I dont know yet. 

But i will find out.

Who am i? 

I am a 22 years old guy, my "dad" left us when i was a kid, my mum had tough times to get me and my sister through, but she made it, and this is my motivation. My mum. 

I always tell my mum "Some day i will buy us a house" 

I think that she believes that i am joking. 

I am not.

Currently i live with my mum, my new dad, and my sister in a normal apartment in Berlin.

I am a Student and a freelance Android Developer. 

For me Developing apps is not just a job, its a hobby, a passion. 

At the moment i dont have much money, neither do my parents. 

I decided to change this.